Dear blog, Tove Lo’s Habit has been my dose of sanity when I’m feeling low recently. I suppose I need these low days and uneventful dates to counter my disproportionate emotional investment into something of short term. I just want to cry. I just want to let all my confusion over everything out. Isn’t it […]
Dear blog, I am one who tends to overanalyse, yet I have learnt to not think so much when it comes to relationships. Perhaps it’s because the nature of them, the ones that I’ve been / am in over the past half year, where the circumstance I’m in doesn’t allow for anything long term. I […]
Dear blog, It has unfortunately come to this point when I’m not sure what I want anymore. Counting down is the worst, because there is a finite number of days left, and I’m painfully aware of them flying by. I stare at my calendars and schedules obsessively- my desk calendar at work, my desk calendar […]
I post stuff on my personal Instagram that is too incoherent to who I usually am when I’m with friends. So I’ve taken my post down and will leave it here instead- “I’m disappointed with myself because, because it seems like I cannot break from my pattern of, of propagating sadness from my heart to […]
There was a time when I had a frenzy of befriending people on facebook- I liked stalking people, you see. I’ve been through a period of collecting facebook friends, never complete strangers, though. They have to be acquainted somehow. Then it died down. Being an avid sharer of my life on social media, I am […]
Dear Blog, I typed up two posts, one after meet up #1, one after #2 and before #1.2 happened. I’ve decided they weren’t right for here. What’s the point of recounting the events and my feelings to you? The meet ups went very well, and I was very happy, even ecstatic (particularly after #1), about […]
Dear Blog, Yes, yes I did it. I jumped on the bandwagon and entered the world of Tinder. I saw it as fate- the night after one of the shittiest nights I’ve had in some time involving a man whom I’ve been emotionally attached to for 3 months- I came back home greeted by my […]
So I went to this dinner party the other day where I knew no one else except the host and an acquaintance who I’ve only met once but heard a lot about. According to my friends he is a little brash and has a big personality. (Disclaimer: no judgement here, merely saying what I’ve observed […]
無力感
Got this book 2-3 years back in a 書城 in Shanghai. Was completely blown away by how insightful and how relevant it is to how I was and still am feeling! I’ve never read anything that has made me think as much (I hate self-help books) as this has. I’m finally on the last letter. […]
